If my best friend was in my situation, I'd tell her to get the f*ck out.
Yes, I'd tell her, you made some mistakes, and you hurt him, but you don't deserve to be anyone's emotional punching bag.
I know that's what I should do. But for some reason I just can't get out of it. Despite all the crap, I love him.
Even though he makes me feel the lowest lows in my life, when things are good, it's also the highest highs.
I know in my head how f*cked up that is, and reading that on the screen makes me sick.
How am I, a well-education, smart, won't stand for any bullsh*t girl here? AGAIN?
And why can't I walk away?
